Laying in a room with family all around, none of them know.
Nobody knows how badly you want to cry and just sleep for eternity.
Just laying there ignoring the world trying to find and praying that someone will make you want to come out of othe black hole you’ve created yourself.
But… seems like everyone that “cares and loves you” has better things to do. So just lay there I guess and ignore the entire universe like it seems to be ignoring you too. Blend into the background like always, too bad the day your gone everyone will wonder why they didn’t see the signs and its funny because you wondered the same thing just before it was too late to do anything.